Wednesday, February 19, 2014

Miss-adventure

Nope, I'm not Miss Adventure, I'm Mrs. Adventure - with a little monster to tag along, actually, if you count Burton, 2 little monsters!  This past weekend was a great one.  Sean worked and/or slept most of the weekend, but Liam and I got the chance to head out on a hike with Burton on Sunday.  The weather was lovely, a little windy, but as soon as we got up a bit higher, the trees kept us warm.  Liam rode along in his backpack and Burton ran ahead.  It was a rough start - I swear, sometimes getting out of the house with everything is more of an adventure than the hike itself!  But once I finally got us together, we headed out.  We went to Meyer Ranch Park, which ends up being about 15 minutes away.  It's a quick and easy drive and Liam spent the ride giggling at Burton in the back.

We got to the parking lot and it wasn't too crowded.  We found parking and it was time for me to get everyone ready to go.  I got myself ready, then moved on to Liam, all while Burton was whining in the car.  Liam started out a little less than happy, he wasn't a fan of his hat.  That got tossed off soon after we started - reminder, next time, bring the hat that straps under his chin.  The first few minutes were rough,  Burton was on his leash and pulling to want to run and explore, Liam was crabbing a bit and in turn, I got a bit upset.  The "ice shoes" I was wearing over my boots kept falling off, the dog was annoying, the baby was crabbing - what on earth was I doing!  Why did I do this to myself?  We could have stayed home and watched the Olympics.  But then we went on a bit farther.  Burton got let off his leash and got to run and I started to show Liam all the neat things we were seeing.  Everyone, including me, seemed to lighten up a bit and enjoy their time.  I hiked longer than I had with Liam on my own, was out on the trail for an hour an half.  Burton was happy and a good dog and finally, Liam dozed off in his little pack.  I went back to the car feeling amazing, like I had just been on a great adventure, and I was.

Monday turned into a great family day!  Sean and I were both off for a change with no plans!  We decided it was time for a harder hike, so we took on the hike to the Cathedral Spires.  The drive there was gorgeous and Liam again spent most of the time giggling at Burton in the back seat.  We got to our destination, which was across the street from a lovely mountain stream.  Liam "hiked" a bit up the  hill with some help.  It was time to get going.  Everyone was ready, Liam was on my back and we were ready to go.  The trail was tough, we climbed close to 1000 feet in a short time and didn't quite make it to the top, which is actually the bottom of the spires for climbing.  The trail was getting tricky and everyone needed a break, and a snack.  We stopped for some goldfish and milk and rested a bit.  The trail had quite a few rough spots, loose stones, large step up on rocks, etc, but it was so worth it.  The views were amazing!  Liam touched some rocks and trees and was just laughing as Burton ran around like a crazy dog.  It was such a fun time.  Then we started the climb down.  It took us longer than going up due to the fact that footing was tricky.  Thankfully Sean carried Liam and we made it safely down.  It was one of those trips that I can't put into words and we didn't take many pictures, but my mental camera is full!

When we got down, Burton decided to run into the river and thankfully got himself out.  It was a great day to end at Brook's with a beer and bison burger.  I think the fact that we have so few days together as a family really makes me appreciate the time we do get to spend together.  That's my lesson of the day, don't take time you spend with those you love for granted, but rather treasure each moment.

Sean's on a case again tonight, so Liam and I will head home to see Burton - alone, but I am so excited at the chance that I might see him before work, it will make it all worth it!

Friday, February 14, 2014

A vision

So, maybe it's the Olympics or my reading, but something is pointing me toward a vision.  It's a vision I always have had of me, of my life, as a mom, as a working mom, as a wife, as a fit person, as a positive person, as just an overall good person.  And yes, I think I'm a good person, but I think I can do better for myself.  I see the person I want to be.  I want to be fit, in shape and strong.  I want to be happy and positive.  I want to eat well, nature, pure.  I guess that's what I want overall.  To be well.  To be natural and to be pure.  I want to eat natural foods, I want to know what is going in my body.  I want to see my abs again.  I want cut lines in my arms again, I want to do at least 5 pull ups.  I want to run again, and be fast, even faster than I used to be.  I want to be fit and strong.  I want to climb 14ers with Liam this summer. I want to climb, harder climbs than I have ever done.  I want to be so strong and fit and I know that will make me feel so powerful.

I haven't been on here for a while and I think I may be all over the place with my thoughts tonight.  And now I got caught up in the Olympics and forgot even that train of thought.  And have I mentioned how much I love the Olympics.  Nope, been too busy, with work, with Liam and well, just with living.  And well, I have goosebumps right now from watching the Olympics.  So I have to apologize - not that I think anyone is waiting for me to write something crazy and profound.  Or not even reading this.

And that's cool, this is my start, my start to my vision, which will become my life.  I'm tired of excuses and waiting for the right time...now, now I want and need action.  But for tonight, I watch my Olympics and love them - maybe even dream about the day Liam makes it there - my Uncle says he is the only hope for the family at this point.  I guess I'm passed my prime...but I'd like to think I'm just catching my stride!